
This got me looking at myself with refreshed eyes.
What could I claim as my identity now that my "shakes" (essential tremors) has toppled me from my self-assured perch?
I have let go of expectations. I no longer judge "success"--for myself or others--by what people do, but rather by who they are. I am more accepting of their flaws and of my own. My focus is on being rather than doing, on surrendering rather than controlling, on treasuring sweet moments here and now, rather than striving to scale the top of table mountain in record time.
Now, when people ask me what I do, I say, "I am JOY champion!"
My "shake" has opened my eyes to the true meaning of life.
I just pray and ask the Lord to "give me oil in my Lamp" daily, and keep me filled with joy, hope, peace, understanding, wisdom ..... and lots of faith.